When All the Neon Lights Go Out - In someone else's light, their own desires are hardest to reveal

By Laura Bellini
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Length5h 39m

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She wants the world to see her name. He would do anything to keep his out of the spotlight. Falling in love was never part of their restoration plan. At twenty-eight, Laura Olsza has built her own neon design studio in Warsaw through determination, talent, and an almost stubborn refusal to depend on anyone. Every commission matters. Every deadline feels personal. And every project bearing her name brings her closer to the professional independence she's fought so hard to achieve. Restoring Jutrzenka, a historic red neon sign above a former restaurant on Chmielna Street, could change everything. The restoration is meant to become one of the highlights of an upcoming light festival. If Laura succeeds, her small studio may finally receive the recognition it deserves. But her plans collide with Michał Grot. Thirty-four-year-old Michał is an experienced specialist in conserving historic lighting installations. He's meticulous, quietly confident, and frustratingly unwilling to take shortcuts. When he discovers technical problems that threaten Laura's carefully prepared design, their collaboration begins with disagreement rather than trust. Yet beneath his professional reserve is a man who notices things other people miss. He remembers when Laura forgets to eat. He listens without trying to solve every problem for her. He respects her boundaries, challenges her assumptions, and makes her laugh when she's least inclined to smile. And Laura discovers that the man who insists on checking every hidden connection is remarkably skilled at concealing parts of his own life. As they work together to bring Jutrzenka back to life, their arguments become conversations, their conversations turn into lingering evenings, and the distance between them grows increasingly difficult to maintain. Neither wants a relationship that demands surrendering everything they've built. Laura refuses to become invisible in someone else's story. Michał wants a future that isn't defined by the worst decisions of his past. But their differences become impossible to ignore when the festival organizers demand clear public recognition of everyone involved in the restoration. Laura needs her studio's authorship displayed openly. Michał wants his name kept out of sight. At first, his insistence appears to be a matter of privacy. Gradually, Laura realizes that his reluctance is connected to a previous restoration project, damaging publicity, and professional decisions whose consequences he has never fully escaped. The closer they become, the more dangerous his silence feels. Because protecting someone's privacy is one thing. Allowing their undisclosed fears to shape your own future is another. With the festival approaching, mounting pressure from sponsors, and their growing love threatened by questions neither can avoid, Laura and Michał must confront a painful possibility: the very things they are trying to protect could cost them the relationship they want. Set against the rain-soaked streets and glowing neon signs of contemporary Warsaw, When All the Neon Lights Go Out is an emotionally intimate contemporary romance about ambition, desire, vulnerability, accountability, and the courage to love without losing yourself. Can two people learn to stand in the light together when one has spent years fighting to be seen and the other has learned to disappear? This publication was prepared using tools that support the creative process, including artificial intelligence solutions. The final concept, structure and editing are the responsibility of the author.

Audiobook details

GenreRomance
Length5 hrs 39 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateNov 9, 2026
LanguageEnglish

Table of contents

1INTRO
2Chapter 1 - The Light I Refuse to Give Up
3Chapter 2 - Boundaries Written in Light
4Chapter 3 - Where Certainty Ends
5Chapter 4 - Things You Can't See in Daylight
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6Chapter 5 - The Right to Say No
7Chapter 6 - The First Time Without Words
8Chapter 7 - A Name Beneath My Own Light
9Chapter 8 - On the Other Side of the Light
10Chapter 9 - Risk Written in Red
11Chapter 10 - When Only the Truth Remains
12Chapter 11 - A Place at the Table
13Chapter 12 - The Name That Must Not Be Spoken
14Chapter 13 - The Price of a Single Name
15Chapter 14 - What We're Afraid of Losing
16Chapter 15 - The Truth There Was No Room For
17Chapter 16 - The Silence After Our Light
18Chapter 17 - What Remains When We Walk Away
19Chapter 18 - Our Names Beneath the Truth
20Chapter 19 - The Evening Jutrzenka Returned
21Chapter 20 - Our Own Light, Our Shared Path
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