Length3h 25m
About this audiobook
Mark Anders isn’t chasing lost love—he’s chasing lost memories. At 65, facing a first-stage pancreatic cancer diagnosis, he sets out to rediscover the woman who taught him to play guitar during his freshman year in 1975. He remembers her laughter and the way she felt like a kindred spirit—but her identity and appearance are a mystery he can no longer ignore. Why can he remember everything else about that time but not her?
He calls her Heidi, though that isn’t her real name. She was one of the guys—drinking beer at fraternity rush parties, and hanging out in the student lounge with a battered acoustic guitar.
Mark and his family enlisted the help of Sylvia Fox, a flamboyant private investigator with a knack for finding the lost. As they follow the breadcrumbs of his past, Mark reconnects with old friends, uncovers secrets buried in yearbook photos, and discovers that sometimes, the past holds more than just memories—it holds the power to change the present.
Audiobook details
GenreGeneral Fiction
Length3 hrs 25 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateOct 11, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Chapter 1
1515. Retrospective: The Smoker
22. The Guitar and the Mystery
1616. The Photograph
33. Retrospective: The Time Between Vietnam and Wall Street
1717. Retrospective: Touch
44. The Family Meeting
1818. Dave’s Memories
55. Early Attempts
1919. Retrospective: Close Call
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66. Enter Sylvia Fox
2020. The Call
77. The Big Cut
2121. Retrospective: Moonlit Beach
88. Retrospective: First Day
2222. Fulfilled Connections
99. Campus Nostalgia
2323. The Tube
1010. Retrospective: Dorm Life
2424. Reflection
1111. Reconnecting with Bud
2525. A New Beginning
1212. Retrospective: Guitar Lesson
2626. Addendum
1313. Mortality and Reflection
2727. Author’s Note
1414. Desperate Measures
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