While You Still Smell of Rain - They remember every hurt. And every reason to stay

By Laura Bellini
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Length5h 53m

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Seven years of silence. One unexpected reunion. And a love that cannot survive on memories alone. When forty-one-year-old journalist Urszula Lis travels to the Sudetes to research a book about historic mountain refuges, she expects difficult trails, forgotten photographs, and stories worth preserving. She certainly doesn't expect to encounter Marcin - the man she once loved, the man she hurt, and the man she has spent seven years trying to forget. Their meeting takes place on a rain-soaked mountain path, beside a damaged footbridge. One familiar voice is enough to bring back everything Urszula believed she had left behind. Marcin is no longer quite the man she remembers. At forty-five, he has built a life among the mountains, guiding hikers and helping preserve the history of places threatened by change. He is quieter, more deliberate, and careful about whom he trusts. Especially Urszula. Seven years earlier, she published words he had spoken to her in private. She believed the passage was essential to an important piece of journalism. He saw it as a betrayal. What followed destroyed a relationship neither of them had truly forgotten. Now circumstances force them to work together. At the mountain refuge run by Zofia, among old chronicles, family photographs, and handwritten letters, they begin documenting the lives of people who have devoted decades to keeping these places alive. Every interview raises questions about memory, responsibility, and the right to decide which parts of a personal story should remain private. And every day together brings Urszula and Marcin closer to the truth about their own past. Their connection has not disappeared. Neither has the tenderness hidden beneath years of disappointment. They still remember how to make each other laugh. They still recognise familiar habits. And when the rain begins falling outside Marcin's house, the distance between them sometimes seems much smaller than seven years. But attraction is not trust. As their professional project develops, Urszula faces a difficult choice between the recognition she has worked for and the responsibility she owes to the people whose stories she tells. Marcin must confront his own fear of vulnerability and decide whether protecting himself has begun to mean closing himself off from love. Neither can simply return to the relationship they lost. While You Still Smell of Rain is a mature, emotionally intimate second-chance romance about two independent adults learning that love requires more than longing, forgiveness demands more than an apology, and rebuilding trust takes more than beautiful promises. Set against the misty forests, quiet mountain towns, and intimate refuges of the Polish Sudetes, Laura Bellini's novel explores love after forty, emotional boundaries, professional ambition, and the courage to acknowledge the harm we have caused. It is a story of ordinary gestures that become extraordinary: coffee prepared exactly as someone remembers, a conversation that doesn't end in an argument, an invitation without pressure, and the freedom to say no without losing someone's affection. For readers who appreciate realistic relationships, thoughtful dialogue, atmospheric settings, and romance shaped by emotional growth rather than easy answers. Some people return to remind us what we lost. Others challenge us to discover what might still be possible. They remember every hurt. And every reason to stay. This publication was prepared using tools that support the creative process, including artificial intelligence solutions. The final concept, structure and editing are the responsibility of the author.

Audiobook details

GenreRomance
Length5 hrs 53 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateNov 10, 2026
LanguageEnglish

Table of contents

1INTRO
2Chapter 1 - The Terms of Returning
3Chapter 2 - The Boundaries of Trust
4Chapter 3 - The Road That Wasn't on the Map
5Chapter 4 - Everything We Never Said
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6Chapter 5 - The Right to Say No
7Chapter 6 - The Scent of Rain
8Chapter 7 - What Remains Between the Words
9Chapter 8 - The Place You Return To
10Chapter 9 - The Price of a Shared Decision
11Chapter 10 - No Turning Back
12Chapter 11 - Between Us and the World
13Chapter 12 - Words That Cannot Be Taken Back
14Chapter 13 - What Money Cannot Buy
15Chapter 14 - The Truth We Cannot Yet Bear
16Chapter 15 - Everything I Had No Right to Say
17Chapter 16 - The Distance That Matters
18Chapter 17 - What Remains When We Leave
19Chapter 18 - Without the Promise of Forgiveness
20Chapter 19 - The Right to Your Own Story
21Chapter 20 - A Reason to Stay
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