When We Stop Pretending - The hardest part begins when the pretending ends

By Laura Bellini
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Length5h 33m

About this audiobook

What happens when pretending to be in love becomes easier than admitting what you really feel? Diana Lewicka is twenty-nine, independent, ambitious, and thoroughly exhausted by her family's determination to find her a husband. She has a successful career as an illustrator, her own apartment in Warsaw, and absolutely no intention of allowing anyone else to decide what her life should look like. Unfortunately, none of that seems to matter at family gatherings. So when her relentlessly curious aunt asks whether she's seeing someone, Diana makes one impulsive decision: she claims she's dating Mikołaj Sokołowski. There's just one problem. Mikołaj is her best friend. For eleven years, he's been the person who knows her better than anyone. The patient librarian who remembers how she takes her coffee, understands her silences, and always seems to appear when her world threatens to fall apart. He's dependable, thoughtful, quietly funny - and completely unaware that he's just been promoted to boyfriend. What begins as a harmless performance during a family reunion at a beautiful lakeside house in Warmia soon develops into something neither of them anticipated. They agree to pretend they're a couple. There will be boundaries, clear expectations, and absolutely no unnecessary complications. At least, that's the plan. But as family celebrations turn into shared projects, comfortable conversations become intimate confessions, and familiar gestures begin to carry unfamiliar meanings, Diana starts asking herself a question she's avoided for years. What if the person she's always trusted is also the person she could fall in love with? The answer is far more complicated than a stolen kiss or an unexpected declaration. Diana is finally approaching the biggest professional opportunity of her career. Mikołaj, meanwhile, is considering a job in Gdańsk that could change his future - and take him hundreds of kilometers away. Suddenly, their growing relationship must confront something much more demanding than their family's expectations: two people with dreams, ambitions, fears, and boundaries that cannot simply disappear because they've fallen in love. Can Diana learn to choose Mikołaj without depending on him to solve every problem? Can Mikołaj stop being everyone's reliable rescuer and allow himself to express what he truly needs? And can a friendship built over eleven years survive the discovery that love doesn't automatically make everything easier? Set between the busy streets of Warsaw, the peaceful lakes of Warmia, and the possibility of a new life in Gdańsk, When We Stop Pretending is a tender, emotionally grounded contemporary romance about friendship, vulnerability, independence, and the courage to tell the truth. With warm family moments, understated humor, intimate conversations, and two imperfect but deeply relatable characters, Laura Bellini explores what it means to build a relationship without sacrificing yourself. This is a story for readers who love friends-to-lovers romance, fake dating, slow-burning attraction, and relationships in which emotional honesty matters more than grand romantic gestures. Because sometimes falling in love isn't the hardest part. Sometimes the hardest part begins when the pretending ends. When We Stop Pretending - a contemporary romance by Laura Bellini. This publication was prepared using tools that support the creative process, including artificial intelligence solutions. The final concept, structure and editing are the responsibility of the author.

Audiobook details

GenreRomance
Length5 hrs 33 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateNov 10, 2026
LanguageEnglish

Table of contents

1INTRO
2Chapter 1 - The Terms of the Performance
3Chapter 2 - Without Witnesses
4Chapter 3 - Stories Written Between the Lines
5Chapter 4 - The Things We Don't Say
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6Chapter 5 - The Right to Say No
7Chapter 6 - When the Excuses Run Out
8Chapter 7 - Between Friendship and Desire
9Chapter 8 - On the Other Side of His World
10Chapter 9 - The Price of a Shared Story
11Chapter 10 - Without Playing Any Part
12Chapter 11 - What We Need
13Chapter 12 - The Truth That Can't Be Put Off
14Chapter 13 - When Every Choice Has Its Price
15Chapter 14 - Between What We Want and What We Can Promise
16Chapter 15 - Everything I Didn't Want to Hear
17Chapter 16 - The Silence After the Final Scene
18Chapter 17 - When Only the Truth Remains
19Chapter 18 - A First Date Without an Audience
20Chapter 19 - A First Date After Eleven Years
21Chapter 20 - The Home We Return To
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Bez instrukcji powrotu - Żeby zostać razem, muszą przestać planować za siebieLaura Bellini5h 42m$7.70
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No Instructions for Coming Back - To Stay Together, They Must Stop Planning for Each OtherLaura Bellini5h 51m$7.70
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Give Me Back This Dance - An old step. New courage to let someone closeLaura Bellini5h 57m$7.70
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