6Chapter 5 Rappelling
26Chapter 24Three Little Birds (Tattoos)
7Chapter 6Rappelling: The Sequel (And the Head Plant)
27Chapter 25The Soundtrack of My Exit: A Personal Funeral Mixtape
8Chapter 7Pizza Deliverance
28Chapter 26If We're Playing "What If?" (My Unofficial Last Wishes)
9Chapter 8Adventures in Doordashing
29Part III: Finding Your Footing (Even if You’re a Klutz)
10Chapter 9The Night I Became One With the Bingo Hall Floor
30Chapter 27Cats vs. Dogs & The Language of Love
11Chapter 10The Day I Became a Human Domino (O.G. Edition)
31Chapter 28The Art of Friend Dating: Finding Your Tribe
12Chapter 11When in New York…
32Chapter 29Spirits and Song
13Chapter 12Limousines and Forever: Our Story
33Chapter 30The Lipstick Test
14Chapter 13Your Calling
34Chapter 31Breaking Through the Fog: Finding Light After Loss
15Part II: Four Funerals and a Wedding
35Chapter 32Mind Games (Meditation)
16Chapter 14COVID & The Aftermath
36Chapter 33The "I Don't Care Anymore" Ritual: Letting Go, One Phil Collins Song at a Time
17Chapter 15The Mixtape He Left Behind
37Chapter 34Tubthumping: How to Get Back Up Again (And Again, And Again…)
18Chapter 16Home, Home, Home: Mom's Last Days
38Chapter 35‘Conclusion: The Echoes Remain
19Chapter 17Jim Steinman
39Acknowledgments: About the Author
20Chapter 18The Body
