Mature
Length2h 3m
About this audiobook
Philip Noland is in his late thirties when his best friend, Jonathan, contracts AIDS. In an effort to maintain some control over Jonathan's illness, Philip becomes his caregiver and go-between with the hospital doctors.
The mid-1980's are a time of uncertainty and ignorance about the disease. Hysteria reigns supreme. Actors are reluctant to kiss gay costars because they believe saliva carries the virus. Others worry about sharing dishes and silverware. To add to the mix, what medical science doesn't know about this devastating illness could fill a condom the size of the Hindenburg.
Philip is not
GQ gorgeous. He's the first to admit it. But he never gives up on his search for a soul mate, someone to complete him. In spite of the growing warnings about safe sex, Philip continues to look for Mr. Right, often in all the wrong places.
Then he meets Joshua. Is Philip's journey finally over? Or does fate have something -- or someone else -- in mind for him?
Audiobook details
GenreGeneral Fiction, Romance
Length2 hrs 3 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateMay 14, 2016
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Introduction
11Chapter 7: No Exchange of Bodily Fluids
2Part 1: Jonathan
12Chapter 8: Them Watching Us Eat Them
3Chapter 1: Playing Doctor
13Chapter 9: Show Business
4Chapter 2: Night Sweats
14Chapter 10: Que Sera, Sera
5Chapter 3: Sleepy Time Bears
15Chapter 11: Everybody Looks Different in a Gay Bar
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6Chapter 4: French Kisses in White Rooms
16Chapter 12: All Through the Night
7Chapter 5: Grasping at Straws
17Chapter 13: Vivian, Mark, Benton, & Clay
8Part 2: Jim
18Part 4: Donald
9Chapter 6: Small Expectations
19Chapter 14: Sooner or Later They All End Up at the Elephant
10Part 3: Joshua
20Chapter 15: Journeys End in Lovers Meeting
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