1CHAPTER ONE — THE DAY I CAME INTO A BROKEN WORLD
9CHAPTER NINE — THE NIGHT THAT CHANGED ME, AND THE SHIFT THAT FOLLOWED
2CHAPTER TWO — THE FIRST SHATTERING
10CHAPTER TEN — THE FIGHT, THE GIRL, AND THE HOUSE I COULDN’T STAY IN
3CHAPTER THREE — THE FIRST REAL MAN IN MY LIFE
11CHAPTER ELEVEN — RUNNING AGAIN, FALLING AGAIN, AND LEARNING HOW TO SEE DIFFERENTLY
4CHAPTER FOUR — THE LOSS I NEVER SAW COMING
12CHAPTER TWELVE — THE MAN I BECAME BECAUSE OF THE BOY I WAS
5CHAPTER FIVE — A HOUSE ON A HILL, A HOLE IN MY HEART
13BOOK ENDING — TO THE READER
6CHAPTER SIX — AMBER, AND THE THING THAT COULD’VE BEEN
14EPILOGUE — THE MAN I CHOSE TO BECOME
7CHAPTER SEVEN — THE MOVE, THE LOSS, AND THE DOORWAY TO SOMETHING DARKER
15DEDICATION
8CHAPTER EIGHT — THE NIGHT THE REAL WORLD INTRODUCED ITSELF
16AUTHOR’S NOTE
