1Dedication
39Where Our Stories Collide
2READER CONTRACT & ATTRIBUTION
40Black Psalm: Lament
3How to Read This Book
41When Prayer Sounds Like Rent
4Reading Paths
42Black Psalm: Reckoning
5Prologue: Ember
43Interlude: Breath
6Part I: The Lover
44Part IV: The HustlerWith Contributions from Alonzo J. Crippen
7Field Note 1: The First Match
45Field Note 4: What It Costs to Survive
8Penitence
46What I Saw Under the Lights
9Collateral Warmth
47Dancer’s Prayer
10The Unreachable
48What I Imagine You’d Say (And Then I Shut Up)
11Always There/Never Here
49Soft Heart, Hard World
12Scaffolds & Ghosts
50Weight
13Stay Until the Alarms
51Receipts
14The Quiet Kind of Want
52The Dealer’s Psalm
15Heat Tax
53Switch Hustle
16Interlude: Breath
54Weight Class
17Part II: The Kin
55Overtime (Letter to Myself at 3 A. M.)
18Field Note 2: Inheritance Is a Verb
56The Cross Cost
19Visitation Rights
57The Quiet Flip
20The Funeral He Didn’t Attend
58Cold Ledger
21Letter to My Father (and the Men Who Meant to Stay)
59Interlude: Breath
22Inheritance Tax
60Part V: The Lightkeeper
23Census
61Field Note 5: The Work After the Fire
24Letter to My Mother (Woman of Three Jobs and No Rest)
62Afterlight
25Let Me Tell You One Thang
63Mercy Seat
26Blueprint for Soft Men
64The Things Worth Keeping
27Humbled by Default
65Still Water
28The Son I Haven’t Met Yet
66Letter to the Ones Who Stayed
29Part III: The Betrayed
67Letter to the Ones Who Left
30Field Note 3: The Betrayal of Silence
68Inventory of Grace
31Playback
69Afterlight: Surrender
32The Long Con
70Letter to Us (and to Anyone Still Reading)
33What Transparency Cost Me
71Epilogue: Sparks
34When Truth Starts Sounding Like a Lie
72Field Note 6: One Flame Left
35Collateral Use
73Renewal
36Same Year, Different Families
74About the Author
37Borrowed Teeth
75Stay Connected
38Just Enough
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