Length14h 12m
About this audiobook
Stefan has ... fantasies.
He knows chasing those fantasies is only going to end in disaster, but he can't seem to stop his self-destructive spiral. He's a transgender man struggling to come to terms with the intersection of his identity and his sexual fantasies as a submissive. He needs someone to take control before he loses it completely.
Daz can take control. He can teach Stefan everything there is to know about sex and submission, but for some reason, he can't get inside Stefan's head. Daz can stop Stefan's self-destruction but not the fear that fuels it.
Stefan needs to know
who he is before he can accept
what he is. And it's Yannis -- Daz's aromantic, asexual, stern, and sarcastic partner -- who has the answer.
Audiobook details
Rating★★★★ 3.9 (161)
Includes Goodreads
GenreRomance, General Fiction
Length14 hrs 12 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateMay 27, 2017
LanguageEnglish
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