Not Your God
How Christian Apologists Are Disproving Their Own GodBy Owen G. B.
Length8h 14m
About this audiobook
This book is not asking whether God exists. It asks a quieter and more unsettling question: whether the arguments meant to defend the Christian God actually describe him at all.
There may be evidence for a god—just not yours. Do apologists’ arguments actually reveal the Christian God? Consider the uncomfortable questions they avoid:
• If God created all things, why did he create viruses like polio?
• If Jesus was truly God, could he ever experience real pain?
• What did Jesus “sacrifice” if he was alive again three days later?
• Did the biblical God create the vast cosmos—or just a flat earth?
• Does “fine-tuning” reveal a personal God, or another deity entirely?
The book shows how apologetics unintentionally discredit the very God they claim to defend. Combining logic, history, science, and biblical analysis, it offers a thought-provoking and ungodly take on Jesus and the Old Testament God that will challenge believers and sceptics alike to rethink everything they thought they knew.
Audiobook details
GenreSpirituality and Religion, Philosophy
Length8 hrs 14 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateJan 23, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Opening Credits
26Jesus the Merciful, God the Vengeful
2I dedicate this book to humanity,
27Disgusted God, Compassionate Christ
3Foreword
28Omnipresent Or Localised?
4Genesis
29Eternal Life or Death?
5Nothing Is Everywhere
30Christ
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6Let There Be Ants
31Why It Doesn’t Make Sense
7True Gods Don’t Fine Tune
32Evil, So Bad It’s Good
8What Time Is It?
33You Need to Suffer
9You Can’t See the Universe
34Human Sacrifice
10Another Random Solar System
35The Crucifixion Was Meaningless
11God Created a Flat Earth
36Jesus Has Left the Building
12God Demands Ignorance
37Who Is This Jesus Guy?
13Nothing Exists Beyond Space, Time and Matter
38Horus
14God
39Attis
15Where’s the Love
40Krishna
16Do Not Kill, Unless....
41Dionysus
17Where’s God’s Godliness?
42Mithra
18Servitude for an Omnipotent God?
43Precession
19Prophets – What A Dumb Idea
44Blame The Romans
20God Compared to Jesus
45Christian Colonial Conquests
21Healing The Sick
46The Curse of Jesus
22War And Peace
47Objective Morality
23Altruism Versus Narcissism
48Morality Is a Straight Line
24Jesus the Leader, God the Dictator
49What Is Good?
25Jesus the Superhero, God the Super Villain
50The Evolution of Morality
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