Load-Bearing
A Story That Starts with Ashes and Ends at a Taco BellBy Chris A. Piazza | Antherra™
Length1h 8m
About this audiobook
Two urns sit on a mantel in a half-gutted house, heavier than they have any right to be, holding the two people who made him. It is the hour that doesn't have a name, and the only thing awake for miles is an ordinary beige Taco Bell, keeping its lights on like it's expecting someone. He is grieving — and what he wants, with an intensity that embarrasses him, is a Crunchwrap. Grief gets hungry, it turns out, and it is steering him toward the one unremarkable corner where most of his life quietly happened.
Audiobook details
GenreRomance, Psychology
Length1 hr 8 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateJul 6, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Title
2After Hours
3Chapter One — Two Urns
4Chapter Two — My Friends
5Chapter Three — Nobody's Supposed to Be Here
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6Chapter Four — The Rule
7Chapter Five — The Drive-Thru
8Chapter Six — What It Was Carrying
9Chapter Seven — Vortex
10Coda — For the Living Room
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