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I Want to Be the Dirt You Rot In
An Unhinged BWWM Dark Gothic RomanceBy Lennox Gnash
Length6h 45m
About this audiobook
Some houses don't just hold secrets. They have a stomach.
Archivist Rue Chastain prefers the honest rot of dead things to the perfumed lies of the living. When she is hired to catalog the decaying Devereaux estate in Georgia, she discovers a history far darker than she imagined.
Lachlan Devereaux is the rotting heir to a stolen empire. Eaten alive from the inside out by his family’s curse, he is a prisoner in a sharp suit, desperate for an end to the cycle. When Rue arrives, her clean source-blood makes her the only entity the house is terrified of. She intends to burn the legacy to the ground, and instead of stopping her, Lachlan wants to hand her the match.
I Want to Be the Dirt You Rot In by Lennox Gnash is an unhinged BWWM dark gothic romance blending visceral body horror with an intense enemies-to-lovers tale of revenge and sacrifice.
Audiobook details
GenreRomance, Horror
Length6 hrs 45 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateMay 3, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Title Page
2Chapter 1: Un-Pretty
3Chapter 2: The Architecture of Complicity
4Chapter 3: The Cold Introduction
5Chapter 4: Excavating the Past
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6Chapter 5: The Feral Resistance
7Chapter 6: The Anatomy of the Curse
8Chapter 7: The Masked Dinner
9Chapter 8: The Night Terrors
10Chapter 9: The Obsession Deepens
11Chapter 10: The Blood Seal
12Chapter 11: The Aftermath
13Chapter 12: The Shift in Dynamics
14Chapter 13: The Feral Magic
15Chapter 14: The Outside World Intrudes
16Chapter 15: The Greenhouse
17Chapter 16: The Psychological Spiral
18Chapter 17: The Preparation
19Chapter 18: The Patriarch Returns
20Chapter 19: The Ultimatum
21Chapter 20: The Trap is Sprung
22Chapter 21: The Exhalation
23Chapter 22: The Paradigm Shift
24Chapter 23: The Father's Retaliation
25Chapter 24: The Consuming Rot
26Chapter 25: Unearthing the Final Cipher
27Chapter 26: The Intimacy of Ruin
28Chapter 27: The Preparations for Destruction
29Chapter 28: The Patriarch's Assault
30Chapter 29: The Dark Night of the Soul
31Chapter 30: The Feral Sacrifice
32Chapter 31: The Escape
33Chapter 32: The Immediate Aftermath
34Chapter 33: The Police and The Prejudices
35Chapter 34: Salvaging the Archives
36Chapter 35: The Departure
37Chapter 36: The New Normal
38Chapter 37: The Lingering Shadows
39Chapter 38: The Publication
40Chapter 39: The Earned Peace
41Chapter 40: Epilogue
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