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I Chose This
A Dark Psychological RomanceBy S E Stephens
Length6h 22m
About this audiobook
She spent her life believing control was the same thing as safety.
Eleanor has built everything on restraint. Her career, her reputation, the careful distance she keeps between herself and anything capable of disrupting the life she has worked to maintain. She knows how to stay composed. She knows how to avoid mistakes. She knows where the line is.
Then she meets him.
What begins as curiosity becomes something far more dangerous. Their connection is quiet, charged, and impossible to ignore. He never pushes. Never asks for more than she is willing to give. Yet every conversation leaves her closer to a version of herself she no longer fully recognizes.
The more time she spends with him, the harder it becomes to tell whether she is losing control or finally choosing something she has denied for far too long.
Because some desires do not arrive like chaos.
They arrive like truth.
And Eleanor is about to discover how quickly one decision can change everything.
Audiobook details
GenreRomance
Length6 hrs 22 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateApr 22, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
11. Before She Spoke
1818. Without Force
22. A Room Worth Seeing
1919. Tomorrow
33. The Frame
2020. His Space
44. Considering
2121. Reassembly
55. Selection
2222. Not Enough
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66. Timing
2323. Go Home
77. The Condition
2424. Unfamiliar
88. The Return
2525. Without Resistance
99. Stillness
2626. The Work
1010. The Structure
2727. Containment
1111. The Threshold
2828. Incorrect
1212. You Stayed
2929. Correction
1313. Residual
3030. Optional
1414. Permission
3131. Without Asking
1515. Breathing Room
3232. Nothing to Correct
1616. The Reflection
3333. Allowed
1717. Seen
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