I Am Still Waiting on My Past Self to Catch Up to Me
By Phillip A. Holland
Length1h 27m
About this audiobook
Enoch Vane exists three days in the future. In a collapsing reality known as "The Rim," this condition—"Negative Latency"—is both a curse and a weapon. While his physical body lags behind in the dangerous present, his consciousness walks seventy-two hours ahead, witnessing tragedies he has already mourned but cannot yet prevent.
Dragging a massive iron coffin filled with "The Great Silence," Enoch journeys toward The Core to confront the Imperator Vesper and the impending "Big Crunch." By his side is Mags, a warrior whose skin is mended with Kintsugi gold, absorbing the pain of a dying world to keep them anchored.
"I Am Still Waiting on My Past Self to Catch Up to Me" is a high-concept metaphysical thriller blending cyberpunk aesthetics with deep philosophical questions about identity, sacrifice, and the ultimate choice: to reset the simulation, or to endure the wait.
Audiobook details
Rating★★★★★ 5.0 (1)
GenreScience Fiction, Fantasy
Length1 hr 27 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateMar 14, 2023
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1I Am Still Waiting on My Past Self to Catch Up to Me
2THE DRAG (The Weight of Sin)
3Chapter 1: The Man Who Moved Yesterday
4Chapter 2: The Funeral March
5Chapter 3: The Red Cord
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6Chapter 4: The Gethsemane Addiction
7THE DESCENT (Into the Spiral)
8Chapter 5: The Wolf and the Watchmaker
9Chapter 6: The Ten Commandments
10Chapter 7: The Merchant of Seconds
11Chapter 8: The Library of Reset
12THE ABYSS (The City of Silence)
13Chapter 9: The House of Rahab
14Chapter 10: The Tangled Knot
15Chapter 11: For Whom The Bell Tolls
16Chapter 12: The Road to Damascus
17Chapter 13: The Silent Leviathan
18EDEN (The Event Horizon)
19Chapter 14: The White Room
20Chapter 15: The Playback Theory
21Chapter 16: The Choice of Suffering
22THE ETERNAL VANGUARD
23Chapter 17: The Lawbreaker
24Chapter 18: The Cup of Wrath
25Chapter 19: The Synchronization
26Chapter 20: The Wait Command
27EPILOGUE: THE SCAPEGOAT: Chapter 21: The Eternal Vanguard
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