I Am Still Waiting on My Past Self to Catch Up to Me
By Phillip A. Holland
Length1h 27m
About this audiobook
Enoch Vane exists three days in the future. In a collapsing reality known as "The Rim," this condition—"Negative Latency"—is both a curse and a weapon. While his physical body lags behind in the dangerous present, his consciousness walks seventy-two hours ahead, witnessing tragedies he has already mourned but cannot yet prevent.
Dragging a massive iron coffin filled with "The Great Silence," Enoch journeys toward The Core to confront the Imperator Vesper and the impending "Big Crunch." By his side is Mags, a warrior whose skin is mended with Kintsugi gold, absorbing the pain of a dying world to keep them anchored.
"I Am Still Waiting on My Past Self to Catch Up to Me" is a high-concept metaphysical thriller blending cyberpunk aesthetics with deep philosophical questions about identity, sacrifice, and the ultimate choice: to reset the simulation, or to endure the wait.
Audiobook details
Rating★★★★★ 5.0 (1)
GenreScience Fiction, Fantasy
Length1 hr 27 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateMar 14, 2023
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1I Am Still Waiting on My Past Self to Catch Up to Me
15Chapter 11: For Whom The Bell Tolls
2THE DRAG (The Weight of Sin)
16Chapter 12: The Road to Damascus
3Chapter 1: The Man Who Moved Yesterday
17Chapter 13: The Silent Leviathan
4Chapter 2: The Funeral March
18EDEN (The Event Horizon)
5Chapter 3: The Red Cord
19Chapter 14: The White Room
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6Chapter 4: The Gethsemane Addiction
20Chapter 15: The Playback Theory
7THE DESCENT (Into the Spiral)
21Chapter 16: The Choice of Suffering
8Chapter 5: The Wolf and the Watchmaker
22THE ETERNAL VANGUARD
9Chapter 6: The Ten Commandments
23Chapter 17: The Lawbreaker
10Chapter 7: The Merchant of Seconds
24Chapter 18: The Cup of Wrath
11Chapter 8: The Library of Reset
25Chapter 19: The Synchronization
12THE ABYSS (The City of Silence)
26Chapter 20: The Wait Command
13Chapter 9: The House of Rahab
27EPILOGUE: THE SCAPEGOAT: Chapter 21: The Eternal Vanguard
14Chapter 10: The Tangled Knot
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