To Love a Killer
A Page-turning domestic thriller with lots of twists By Julia Derek
Length5h 42m
About this audiobook
LOVING HUSBAND. LETHAL SECRET.
Lexi Woods always believed she had the perfect marriage. But after enduring the unimaginable pain of losing her newborn son, she discovers something that shatters her already broken world: her husband Jason's diary. Through his own handwritten words, Lexi learns that the man who has been her rock through grief and depression has been leading a double life—carrying on an affair while portraying himself as the devoted husband. But the betrayal cuts deeper than infidelity.
Three haunting words written in Jason's distinctive handwriting send her spiraling: "I killed her." As Lexi desperately searches for answers, she begins to realize that Jason's caring demeanor might be his most calculating performance yet. The man who held her through countless nights of tears may be hiding secrets darker than she could ever imagine.
How well do you really know the person sleeping beside you?
Audiobook details
GenreMystery and Thriller, Psychology
Length5 hrs 42 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateApr 28, 2025
LanguageEnglish
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