

Length42m
About this audiobook
What if this is the last time we lie like this?
Uncertainty is keeping Ellery Luker awake at night and robbing him of his appetite. It's been five days since the love of his life and partner of twenty-five years, Jools, went to the doctor. Five days since the biopsy. Five days of going crazy with worry and what ifs?
What if Jools suffer from the same disease that stole Ellery's mother when he was just eleven? What if all Ellery's worst fears come true?
What if ...?
Audiobook details
Rating★★★★ 4.2 (24)
Includes Goodreads
GenreRomance, General Fiction
Length42 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateAug 3, 2019
LanguageEnglish
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