Phoenix: Hospital Diaries of Illness, Work, and Dignity

Phoenix: Hospital Diaries of Illness, Work, and Dignity

Hospital Diaries of Sickness, Work and DignityBy Naveed Ali Khan
Michael Caine
Listen with Sir Michael Caine™ and 1,000+ voices
Length7h 33m

About this audiobook

Phoenix: Hospital Diaries of Illness, Work, and Dignity is a deeply personal memoir of living with chronic illness, dialysis, repeated hospital admissions, pain and uncertainty while continuing to work, teach and remain connected to family and community. Through honest reflections on patients, nurses, doctors, friendship, loneliness and resilience, the book explores what it means to preserve dignity when the body becomes fragile. It is ultimately a story of endurance, gratitude and the determination to keep moving forward.

Audiobook details

GenreBiography and Memoir
Length7 hrs 33 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateJul 19, 2026
LanguageEnglish

Table of contents

1Dedication
2Phoenix: Hospital Diaries of Illness, Work, and Dignity
3Disclaimer
4Preface
5A Life Carried Across the Worlds
Show all chapters
6The First Walk
7The Ward
8The Day the Ground Disappeared
9When the Body Begins to Negotiate
10Those Who Embrace the Tide
11Between Strength and Sensation
12When the Filters Fail
13How Kidney Function Is Measured
14A Machine Made of People
15Containment
16The Catheter
17Learning to Live with the Machine and Those Who Taught Me How to Live with It
18When the Body Pushes Back
19When What Was Enough No Longer Was
20The Fistula
21A Quiet Chapter I Hesitated to Write
22Between Two Worlds
23The Unit Where Time Learns Patience
24A Poem I Wrote for Nurses
25Life from There Is Different
26A Crossing That Did Not End
27Between Home and Hospital
28The Proximity of Living
29On Not Being Finished Yet
30The Human Factor
31Doctors: The Architectures of Care
32Conversations in White Rooms
33Nurses: The Continuity of Care
34Conversations at the Bedside
35Those Who Keep the System Standing
36The People Between
37Those Who Help You Stay Human
38Between Survival and Living
39Lives Beside Mine
40Manuka
41Bread, Butter, and a Borrowed Family
42Reading Without Understanding
43The Smallest Help
44An Island
45Mr P
46A Quiet Arithmetic
47Those Who Passed Through
48The Woman Who Was Losing Herself
49The Man Who Knew He Was Dying
50The Cricketer
Bad Fat Black Girl
Bad Fat Black GirlSesali Bowen6h 32m4.7 (2.8K)$24 · $0.00
Send Me
Send MeMarty Skovlund, Joe Kent8h 10m4.7 (1.6K)$26 · $0.00
Left for Dead
Left for DeadEbony Canion5h 34m4.7 (2.2K)$17
John Muir: The Story of My Boyhood and Youth & Letters to a Friend (Annotated)
John Muir: The Story of My Boyhood and Youth & Letters to a Friend (Annotated)John Muir10h 13m4.7 (1.1K)$0.99 · $0.00
Invisible Storm
Invisible StormJason Kander6h 48m4.7 (3.2K)$24 · $0.00
Forever Boy
Forever BoyKate Swenson9h 27m4.7 (5K)$29 · $0.00
You Are Worth It
You Are Worth ItKyle Carpenter, Don Yaeger8h 53m4.7 (4.8K)$29 · $0.00
The Happiest Man on Earth
The Happiest Man on EarthEddie Jaku3h 48m4.6 (178K)$7 · $0.00
Motherland
MotherlandJulia Ioffe17h 52m4.7 (2.5K)$40 · $0.00
Evidence Not Seen
Evidence Not SeenDarlene Deibler Rose11h 11m4.6 (11.9K)$29 · $0.00
A Bridge Not Too Far
A Bridge Not Too FarDeepak Ohri4h 55m4.8 (179)$15
Where Cowards Go to Die
Where Cowards Go to DieBenjamin Sledge8h 42m4.7 (351)$20 · $0.00
Will You Love Me?
Will You Love Me?Cathy Glass9h 5m4.6 (9.3K)$29 · $0.00
Designing Terry Pratchett’s Discworld
Designing Terry Pratchett’s DiscworldPaul Kidby3h 52m4.7 (343)$20 · $0.00
Hostage
HostageEli Sharabi5h 25m4.6 (10.8K)$24 · $0.00
Finding Me
Finding MeViola Davis9h 15m4.6 (256.4K)$29 · $0.00
Scandal Between the Sheets & Stranded with the Tempting Stranger
Scandal Between the Sheets & Stranded with the Tempting StrangerBrenda Jackson9h 22m4.8 (141)$24 · $0.00
The Dangerous Truth about Today’s Marijuana
The Dangerous Truth about Today’s MarijuanaLaura Stack CSP, MBA9h 57m4.7 (384)$20 · $0.00
The Boys and Me
The Boys and MeMark Miller8h 32m4.8 (218)$23
Birdie & Harlow
Birdie & HarlowTaylor Wolfe7h 50m4.6 (6.5K)$26 · $0.00

You may also like

Women Holding Things
Women Holding ThingsMaira Kalman26m4.5 (2.3K)$7 · $0.00
The Swimmer
The SwimmerJohn Cheever26m4.1 (5.9K)$7 · $0.00
These Precious Days
These Precious DaysAnn Patchett11h 14m4.5 (45.2K)$29 · $0.00
An Area of Darkness
An Area of DarknessV. S. Naipaul10h 1m3.9 (7.3K)$20 · $0.00
Die With Zero
Die With ZeroBill Perkins5h 12m4.0 (54.8K)$24 · $0.00
Fathers and Sons
Fathers and SonsAlexander Waugh16h 36m4.0 (539)$25 · $0.00
Madness
MadnessMarya Hornbacher9h 43m4.1 (17.9K)$29 · $0.00
Live Wire
Live WireKelly Ripa9h 59m4.1 (18.5K)$29 · $0.00
Learning to Speak Alzheimer's
Learning to Speak Alzheimer'sJoanne Koenig-Coste6h 54m4.3 (1.6K)$24 · $0.00
97 Orchard
97 OrchardJane Ziegelman7h 48m3.9 (5.2K)$26 · $0.00
The Bishop and Other Stories
The Bishop and Other StoriesAnton Pavlovich Chekhov8h 10m4.1 (597)$2.30 · $0.00
Driving to Treblinka
Driving to TreblinkaDiana Wichtel7h 46m4.2 (353)$25 · $0.00
Healthy Brain, Happy Life
Healthy Brain, Happy LifeWendy Suzuki, Billie Fitzpatrick9h 41m4.0 (2.5K)$29 · $0.00
The Rainbow Comes and Goes
The Rainbow Comes and GoesAnderson Cooper, Gloria Vanderbilt6h 16m4.2 (66.2K)$24 · $0.00
Ravelstein
RavelsteinSaul Bellow8h 28m3.7 (6.6K)$17
A Clergyman's Daughter
A Clergyman's DaughterEric Arthur Blair11h 44m3.7 (17K)$1 · $0.00
The Black Man on the Titanic
The Black Man on the TitanicSerge Bilé4h 56m3.8 (252)$15
Memoirs of Joseph Grimaldi (Annotated)
Memoirs of Joseph Grimaldi (Annotated)Joseph Grimaldi14h 17m$2 · $0.00
The Psychology of the Emotions (Annotated)
The Psychology of the Emotions (Annotated)Th. Ribot18h 20m$0.99 · $0.00
Boswelliana: The Commonplace Book of James Boswell, with a Memoir and Annotations (Annotated)
Boswelliana: The Commonplace Book of James Boswell, with a Memoir and Annotations (Annotated)James Boswell13h 56m$2 · $0.00