6The World Began to Look Strange
65Nokbeon
7A Different Daily Life
66Chapter 8Marriage
8From "Soju Jane" to "Holy Jane"
67The Airport Reunion
9The First Prayer I Ever Prayed to a Father
68Nokbeon Social Welfare Center
10Not Perfection, but Attachment
69Wedding Plans
11Chapter 2The Road Opens
70All Plans Overturned
12The Call to Mission
71Chapter 9What Marriage Revealed
13He Who Calls Also Prepares
72Fear of Divorce
14Finding a Major
73The Fear of Divorce, Healed
15Five Small Miracles
74Becoming a Shadow
16Chapter 3The Apartment That Smelled Like Flies
75The Waiting Grows Long
17What 'Surrender' Actually Means
76The Team God Connected in Egypt
18The Training Begins
77Part 3. He Never Stopped Going In
19When I Prayed, It Began
78Chapter 10Mission Together
20The Identity Test
79"I Am Calling Your Husband Too"
21God's Answer: Don't Run
80The Highest Mountain: His Family
22Back to What Is Real
81Ministry Together
23Chapter 4The Outcast Country
82The Calling That Came in English
24Iraq, the Unloved
83God Kept Speaking
25God Who Fills, God Who Pours Out
84Chapter 11The Invisible Place, the Desert
26God Who Sends
85Confusion in the Holy Land, Calling Toward the Desert
27The Envelope God Returned
86The Negev at Last
28God Who Called Me to Iraq
87Between Obedience and Fear
29Mom: The Last Mountain
88Hello, Negev
30Chapter 5The Pearl in the Cesspool
89Invisible Fruit: The Season of Sowing
31Arriving With Grand Expectations
90God Who Speaks, God Who Fulfills
32The Vision That Named the Book
91Out of Nowhere, Ethiopia?
33Learning to See People
92The House of Prayer
34Part 2. When I Started Saying No
93Chapter 12Ethiopia
35Chapter 6Anywhere But Korea
94A Strange Land, A Clear Calling
36The Prayer I Thought I Could Get Away With
95Entering Mekelle Again
37Why I Didn't Want to Go
96Conditions: 1960s Korea
38The Resume That Went Nowhere
97The Visa Miracle
39The Mountain I Had to Climb
98COVID Racism and a Word I Didn't Understand
40A Chaotic First Step
99Return to Israel
41What is this?
100War Begins
42A Problem That Was Actually a Gift
101The Roads Are Blocked
43Culture Shock
102Do You Want to Come With Us?
44Isolation and Confusion
103Out of Tigray
45The Teenagers Nobody Noticed
104Nobody Knows How You Got Here
46The Spray Bottle at Work
105Mosquitoes, Hunger, and the Road to Addis Ababa
47God Used My Weakness
106The Time God Kept
48Chapter 7The Gift I Refused
107Chapter 13The Desert Returns
49A Spiritual Oasis in the Desert
108Called Back to the Desert
50He Was Single, Actually
109Streams in the Desert
51The Relationship That Felt Like Prison
110October 7th
52The Breakup and the Wedding March
111The War That Split the Church
53My Answer Is No
112Reconciliation in the Desert
54God's Answer in Scripture
113War Becomes Ordinary
55Seminary? You Must Be Joking.
114The Twelve-Day War
56A Man Appeared at Just the Right Moment
115The Internal War: Why Do You Keep Sending Me to Cesspools?
57Let Him Fail, God
116Nothing to Boast About
58Korea Is My Mission Field
117Epilogue: I Am His
59Love That Aches
118About the Author
