My Journey out of the Bottle: Four Rehabs and a Recovery
By Jane Musgrave
Length6h 12m
About this audiobook
What does rock bottom really look like?
In My Journey Out of the Bottle, Jane Musgrave shares the unfiltered truth of her battle with alcohol addiction - four rehabs, multiple relapses, broken relationships, and the long, messy road back to herself. This is not a polished recovery story. It’s raw, honest, and deeply human.
Told in Jane’s own voice, this audiobook takes listeners inside the shame, denial, hope, heartbreak, and courage that come with trying - and failing - to get sober. And trying again.
For anyone still struggling, supporting someone who is, or quietly wondering if change is possible, this story offers one powerful message: you are not alone.
Audiobook details
Rating★★★★ 3.8 (15)
Includes Goodreads
GenreBiography and Memoir, Health and Wellness
Length6 hrs 12 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateOct 14, 2025
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Title
2Authors_Note
3Chapter_One_RockBottom
4Chapter_Two_TheEarlyYears
5Chapter_Three_MarriageDrinkingGambling
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6Chapter_Four_EscapeFromTheEx
7Chapter_Five_LifeAfterTheFirstRehab
8Chapter_Six_TheRomanceScam
9Chapter_Seven_MyFirstRelapse
10Chapter_Eight_MyThreeYearBender
11Chapter_Nine_CheekyMonkey
12Chapter_Ten_LetsGetDry
13Chapter_Eleven_DeJaVu
14Chapter_Twelve_LifeAfterTheSecondRehab
15Chapter_Thirteen_DrinkLikeThereIsNoTomorrow
16Chapter_Fourteen_TheRetreat
17Chapter_Fifteen_TheBreakThrough
18Chapter_Sixteen_LifeAfterTheThirdRehab
19Chapter_Seventeen_WillIEverLearn
20Chapter_Eighteen_IBecomeARacecarDriverAtAgeFiftySix
21Chapter_Nineteen_TheBrinkOfSelfDestruction
22Chapter_Twenty_TheTurningPoint
23Chapter_TwentyOne_TheRules
24Chapter_TwentyTwo_MyBreakingPoint
25Chapter_TwentyThree_TheAllImportantEpiphany
26Chapter_TwentyFour_TheFunnyFarm
27Chapter_TwentyFive_LifeAfterTheFourthRehab
28Chapter_TwentySix_RacingAndRebuilding
29Chapter_TwentySeven_GypsyJane
30Chapter_TwentyEight_FindingMyGift
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