Karen Elliott’s life has spiralled out of control. Years of self-medicating with alcohol have cost her dearly; her job, her family’s trust, and now even her grip on reality. When a drunken incident pushes her over the edge, Karen is forced to confront the harrowing truth about herself.
Sent to a rehabilitation clinic against her will, Karen must face exorcisms of her past like never before. Memories resurface that she’d give anything to stay buried. With each new session chipping away at her defences, Karen fears what demons may be unearthed.
As painful revelations come to light, Karen risks losing not just her sobriety but everything she holds dear. With ghosts of the past clawing to drag her under, will she find the inner strength to stay afloat? Or will her addiction finally drag her under?
A heart-wrenching and intensely suspenseful story of addiction, recovery and facing deep-seated trauma. If you liked Blood Orange by Harriet Tyce, you'll love this book!
Family
Psychological
Redemption
Journey
Antihero
Identity
Audiobook details
GenrePsychology, General Fiction
Length8 hrs 18 mins
Narrated bySelect Your Own
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateFeb 2, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Introduction
2928. Chapter 28
21. Chapter 1
3029. Chapter 29
32. Chapter 2
3130. Chapter 30
43. Chapter 3
3231. Chapter 31
54. Chapter 4
3332. Chapter 32
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65. Chapter 5
3433. Chapter 33
76. Chapter 6
3534. Chapter 34
87. Chapter 7
3635. Chapter 35
98. Chapter 8
3736. Chapter 36
109. Chapter 9
3837. Chapter 37
1110. Chapter 10
3938. Chapter 38
1211. Chapter 11
4039. Chapter 39
1312. Chapter 12
4140. Chapter 40
1413. Chapter 13
4241. Chapter 41
1514. Chapter 14
4342. Chapter 42
1615. Chapter 15
4443. Chapter 43
1716. Chapter 16
4544. Chapter 44
1817. Chapter 17
4645. Chapter 45
1918. Chapter 18
4746. Chapter 46
2019. Chapter 19
4847. Chapter 47
2120. Chapter 20
4948. Chapter 48
2221. Chapter 21
5049. Chapter 49
2322. Chapter 22
51End credits
2423. Chapter 23
52Author Note
2524. Chapter 24
53Acknowledgments
2625. Chapter 25
54About the Author
2726. Chapter 26
55Also By
2827. Chapter 27
About the author
Emma Dhesi
Emma Dhesi writes women’s fiction set in Scotland about motherhood, secrets, and transformation – emotional stories of women finding the strength to rebuild their lives when everything falls apart.View all by Emma Dhesi