Length15h 2m
About this audiobook
At nineteen, Russell Carter has been taught that obedience is virtue, desire is dangerous and some truths are best kept buried. Raised in a devout Mormon family in rural Georgia, he arrives in Berlin expecting a temporary escape. Instead, he discovers a world his upbringing never prepared him for. Beneath the city's respectable surface lies a queer underground of leather, power and unapologetic desire. Then he meets Konrad. Confident, commanding and impossible to ignore, Konrad draws Russell into an unfamiliar world where attraction comes with consequences and surrender is never as simple as it sounds. Russell is not just risking his family's approval. He is questioning the faith that shaped him, the future planned for him and the carefully constructed identity that has kept his deepest desires hidden. The deeper he goes, the harder it becomes to return to the life he left behind.
Audiobook details
GenreRomance, Psychology
Length15 hrs 2 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateAug 1, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Chapter One — The Boy From Georgia
2Chapter Two — Tuesday Night
3Chapter Three — The Atlantic Between
4Chapter Four — Wrong Door
5Chapter Five — Second Skin
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6Chapter Six — The First Test
7Chapter Seven — The Orange Porsche
8Chapter Eight — Behind Smoked Glass
9Chapter Nine — Morning After, No Answers
10Chapter Ten — People Who Belong
11Chapter Eleven — The Hunt
12Chapter Twelve — The Lay-By Part 1
13Chapter Twelve — The Lay-By Part 2
14Chapter Thirteen — The Fourth Rule
15Chapter Fourteen — The Safe Rooms End Part 1
16Chapter Fourteen — The Safe Rooms End Part 2
17Chapter Fifteen — The Upstairs Queen Part 1
18Chapter Fifteen — The Upstairs Queen Part 2
19Chapter Sixteen — Jealousy Without Shouting
20Chapter Seventeen — The Door Opens Part 1
21Chapter Seventeen — The Door Opens Part 2
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