Ghost In the Hull

Ghost In the Hull

By Steven Bellinger
Michael Caine
Listen with Sir Michael Caine™ and 1,000+ voices
Length2h 24m

About this audiobook

Thousands of feet beneath the ocean inside a nuclear submarine, sonar technician Steven Bellinger faced a predator hiding behind the uniform of a trusted leader. Trapped in the Navy’s Silent Service, he endured systemic trauma that followed him long after returning to solid ground. Ghost in the Hull is a raw, unflinching male survivor’s memoir about the claustrophobic nightmare of military trauma, the invisible weight carried by veterans, and the turbulent ten-year fight to reclaim identity, fatherhood, and integrity. From the red-lit watch stations of the USS Alabama to standing up against modern corporate corruption, Bellinger breaks a decade of silence to offer an unyielding lifeline to anyone fighting their own battles in the dark. You are not alone, the machine does not own your identity, and it is possible to reach the surface.

Audiobook details

GenreBiography and Memoir, Self-Help
Length2 hrs 24 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateJul 23, 2026
LanguageEnglish
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