Length8h 37m
About this audiobook
Spirit Deaconson has always lived between two worlds. He is gay and he is Christian. In a congregation where prayer chains spread faster than gossip and every church lady thinks she is a matchmaking prophet, Spirit has learned to survive with equal parts humor and grace. But when Evan, the new worship guitarist with a smile that should be illegal, steps into his life, Spirit's carefully balanced routine spirals into glorious chaos. Coffee shop interrogations, youth group disasters, and a runaway rumor about a fiancée he definitely does not have push him deeper into the kind of trouble only church folk can create.
As the whispers grow louder and the accidental courtship gets harder to deny, Spirit is forced to confront what he truly wants and whether faith and love can finally coexist in the same pew. Can Spirit trust that his heart has a place in the life he has built, or will the truth he has been avoiding turn everything upside down?
When the whole congregation has decided this is a love story, will Spirit Deaconson find the courage to make it real?
Audiobook details
GenreRomance, Christian & Inspirational
Length8 hrs 37 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateFeb 24, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Prologue: The First Confession
2Chapter 1: In the Beginning, There Was Me
3Chapter 2: My Imaginary Fiancé Kevin
4Chapter 3: The Retreat from Hell
5Chapter 4: The Potluck Apocalypse
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6Chapter 5: The Sermon on the Disaster
7Chapter 6: Lock-In Lunacy
8Chapter 7: Couples' Retreat (Kill Me Now)
9Chapter 8: Vacation Bible Mayhem
10Chapter 9: Sunday Service Shenanigans
11Chapter 10: Meet the Parents (Lord, Have Mercy)
12Chapter 11: Premarital Purgatory
13Chapter 12: Purity Panic
14Chapter 13: The Singles Retreat (and Other Tragedies)
15Chapter 14: Couples Game Night Disaster
16Chapter 15: The Marriage Retreat Fiasco
17Chapter 16: Bible Study Gone Wrong
18Chapter 17: The Valentine's Banquet Catastrophe
19Chapter 18: The Easter Pageant Apocalypse
20Chapter 19: Coffee with My Mother
21Chapter 20: Youth Retreat from Hell
22Chapter 21: The Wedding Planner Disaster
23Chapter 22: Vacation Bible School: The Final Judgment
24Chapter 23: The Mission Trip Meltdown
25Chapter 24: The Christian Conference Calamity
26Chapter 25: Marriage Counseling Mayhem
27Chapter 26: The Couples' Retreat Catastrophe
28Chapter 27: Karaoke for the Kingdom
29Chapter 28: Game Night Gospel
30Chapter 29: The Youth Lock-In from Hell
31Chapter 30: Applebee's and the Not-a-Date
32Chapter 31: The Applebee's Gossip Revival
33Chapter 32: The Surprise Engagement Party
34Chapter 33: Wedding Planning without a Groom
35Chapter 34: Premarital Counseling without a License
36Chapter 35: Camping with Christ
37Chapter 36: Sunday School Shenanigans
38Chapter 37: The Duet Disaster
39Chapter 38: The Couples' Retreat Catastrophe
40Chapter 39: Valentine's Banquet of Doom
41Chapter 40: Marriage Prep for the Not-Yet-Married
42Chapter 41: The Potluck Proposal that Wasn't
43Chapter 42: The Bulletin Bombshell
44Chapter 43: Pre-Wedding Counseling, the Sequel
45Chapter 44: The Easter Pageant Apocalypse
46Chapter 45: Resurrection Sunday, or How to Survive the Apocalypse in a Bathrobe
47Chapter 46: VBS, or How I Accidentally Invented a Cult for Kindergartners
48Chapter 47: Purity Panic at the Youth Group Lock-In
49Chapter 48: The Couples' Retreat Debacle
50Chapter 49: The Small Group Scandal
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