Length1h 23m
About this audiobook
In 1986 a Berkeley computer-science student tries to log in as transgirl86. The terminal says "permission denied." A psychology defector offers a rewrite: mirrors, female presentation, and a contract titled "Rapid Gender Recompilation." She signs. The dungeon, the hormones, and Mahler compile a girl whose author is not herself. She burns the collar, and turns her side hustles into a career. On Sand Hill she funds a browser and three beautiful failures, then builds FailFile, a public ledger of her own mistakes, so shame has to live on a server. Years later she opensources her risk machine, proposes to the man who wrote the first line of her new identity, and backs a founder who once used that ledger as an escape hatch. Explicit adult fiction about consent, costume, and who gets root access.
Audiobook details
GenrePsychology, Action and Adventure
Length1 hr 23 mins
Narrated byListen with 1,000+ voices
FormateBook with Audio
Publish dateOct 11, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1FROM CAGE TO CARRY
2Chapter 2. Reprogramming
3Chapter 3. Le Salon Noir
4Chapter 4. Making Permanent Changes
5Chapter 5. The Symphony
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6Chapter 6. The Architect's Room
7Chapter 7. User Override
8Chapter 8. Cold Turkey
9Chapter 9. Academic Reboot
10Chapter 10. The First Paid Byline
11Chapter 11. Seed Capital
12Chapter 12. Scout
13Chapter 13. The Failure Portfolio
14Chapter 14. FailFile
15Chapter 15. TwistedBranches
16Chapter 16. The Short
17Chapter 17. Blackmail
18Chapter 18. DollNet
19Chapter 19. The Symphony, Again
20Chapter 20. Epilogue
21Chapter 21. Author's Notes
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