Length1h 30m
About this audiobook
At what point do we figure it out does it get easier will we find the answers will I feel okay?
Caitlin O'Ryan's debut collection is a journey of mirrors smashing and everything we have come to accept being called into question. With deep vulnerability and wit, she invites us to look inside of ourselves and to interrogate what we find there. Fuelled by the times that we are living in, her poems vibrate through the pages, grabbing you with a sense of urgency that says "you are not alone, I also feel this".
Taken from her live performances and featuring her viral poem 'AT WHAT POINT' which has amassed millions of views online and culminated in her being invited onto BBC Woman's Hour, this book will light a fire in you that will continue to burn long after you have put it down.
Audiobook details
Rating★★★★★ 4.6 (74)
Includes Goodreads
GenrePoetry
Length1 hr 30 mins
Narrated byCaitlin O'Ryan
FormatAudiobook
Publish dateFeb 16, 2026
LanguageEnglish
Table of contents
1Opening Credits
24Your Heart Is Left Broken
2Dedication
25Spotify Playlists
3Epigraph
26As the World Falls Apart
4Caveat
27Summer Dresses
5Epigraph ii
28The Mess
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6Introduction
29Worrying Is Like Suffering Twice
7Things I've Learnt So Far
30You Let Your Insecurities
8Friends from Towns
31She Dances
9When It Comes to Sobriety
32Hackney Street
10Today
33No Grave
11Instead of Bras I'm Setting Twitter Alight
34Why Did You Stay
12Pretending to Talk
35Home Is Where the Heart Is
13I Wanna Bake a Cake
36At What Point
14I Love You Like A Brother
37It Is Not for Us to Have Shame; It Is Them
15There's A Place
38Threads of Resistance
16As I Pull Into the Station
39Yet Again
17Did You Drink Coffee
40Now We Know
18Yes Is Complex
41Questions to My Conscience
19My Head Is in Your Lap
42Much Greater
20Ode De Toilette
43Gin and Platonic
21Pressure
44Hey, You're Okay
22You Hate Men
45The Sun Will Rise
23She Sits and She Drinks
46Closing Credits
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